OMG. I have not felt this tired in a very long time.
You know that feeling when you are so tired it actually makes you feel nauseated?
That’s how tired I am.
And I’m not surprised I’m tired; I’m just surprised I am this tired.
Yesterday was the closing for A New Brain – which hit me a lot harder than I expected.
Strike was easy-peasy; and they even fed us – delicious pizza.
I came home and didn’t do a fucking thing the rest of the day.
Okay – I watched some TV and I farted around on the computer.
I stayed up later than I should have because I knew that I had to start work at 9 a.m., instead of my usual 1 p.m.
But even so, there is no reason for my body to be so ridiculously fatigued.
And nothing is really helping.
Caffeine only kept me just this side of awake.
Sugar didn’t even give me a brief high to crash from.
I am already crashed about as far as I can go and still be upright.
And, of course, the work I had to do was very detail-oriented.
Just what you don’t want to be staring at through half-closed eyelids.
At least I’m not drooling – yet.
And I still need to do the regular ceremonial taking out of the trash and recycling.
I am not used to working a full day; and I don’t want to get used to it either.
What I want – is a nap.